Some days I am so optimistic & enthusiastic, and some days I just don't have it in me. I get weak. I wonder why some people have to struggle day in & day out to get the body they want when some people don't have to work at it at all. It's just not fair.... But that's life. Either let it get you down or you do something about it.
Yesterday was a great day for me. I saw my orthodontist & I got my spacers put in, and I'm getting braces next week! I am toooo excited! I am 31 years old and I've wanted my teeth fixed for so long now. As a child my parents took me to an orthodontist, but I knew they really didn't have the money so I said no I don't want them. I thought I was doing the right thing at the time, and maybe I was, but now I'm ready to get this smile taken care of. I'm tired of always hiding my teeth and my smile. I hate the way my teeth look. My husband said he will do whatever he has to do to make that payment each month. (braces are SO expensive and my dental insurance doesn't cover because I'm over 19 years old) My husband is an auto body repair tech. He does body work for a living, he does body work & paints on the side. He works his full time job, he works part time whenever he wants at another body shop some evenings & on weekends, and he does side work for people. He know how bad I want my teeth fixed and he said he will do what it takes to make this happen for me. He's so good to me :D
So anyway, yesterday (and some today) my mouth was extremely sore from the spacers. There is so much crowding in some areas of my mouth, I can barely floss between... Now I have these huge spacers in... OUCH!! So between the pain, nervousness, anxiety, stress, and feeling like the day was completely messed up cuz I went into work late, I over-ate badddd!! My Loseit is RED yesterday and I don't like it. I'm up over 800 cal for the week and that makes me sad :( its hard to get motivated again when you're so disappointed in yourself, but I hope I can find it in me to do good today, and hopefully I'll see Jillian Michaels when I get home.
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