Put a cheesecake in front of me & I promise I won't touch it. "Ahh come on, only one piece..." No, I don't need it. "One piece won't hurt you." No, I'm fine. "You deserve it. You know you want it. You'll burn that off in nothing flat. Come on..." Oh okay, one piece. And I eat it. I eat one piece and I want more. It eats at me until I eat more. I continue to eat on the cheesecake until its gone... Not in one sitting, but every time I am slightly hungry.. Because I have tasted it & now I want it, I crave it... I know its bad but I can't help it. I have no willpower at this point. It's kinda like a shark that has tasted blood...
It wasn't cheesecake, this was an example. This is what I battle beneath my own skin. I have the strongest willpower until I give in... & then I can't quit. I need someone to finish off the ice cream sandwiches in the freezer please... Before I do.
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